So you do not understand God?

You do not understand some of His values, desires, ways, for example?

Would an ant understand calculus?

Job 37:23 KJV

[23] Touching the Almighty, we cannot find him out: he is excellent in power, and in judgment, and in plenty of justice: he will not afflict.

Job 38:4 KJV

[4] Where wast thou when I laid the foundations of the earth? declare, if thou hast understanding.

Job 40:2 KJV

[2] Shall he that contendeth with the Almighty instruct him? he that reproveth God, let him answer it.

Job 40:8 KJV

[8] Wilt thou also disannul my judgment? wilt thou condemn me, that thou mayest be righteous?

Job 42:3 KJV

[3] Who is he that hideth counsel without knowledge? therefore have I uttered that I understood not; things too wonderful for me, which I knew not.

Expect to be baffled by God. However, seek to understand what He has revealed to all people in the Bible. There is much about God that you can understand.